woah-oh oh

too much

i'm in this frame of mind again
rejected,
lost,
depressed,
pissed off.
i know what to do now when emotions are too much,
i have to cut,
i need to cut,
but i know what happens.
i'll cut too much
i'll cut too deep,
how will i explain
what can i use to stop the judgements?
everytime i know what happens,
so why can't i stop?