blank-spot

you've got to follow your passion
you've got to figure out what it is you love
who you really are.
and have the courage to do that
i believe that the only courage anybody ever needs,is the courage to follow your own dreams

i really want to be a very good mother
i really want to be a very good daughter
i really want to be a very good wife
as a partner in life.

i want to be there,when my family needs me
i want to be what everybody wants me to be

but things are overloaded inside my head
i felt nothing
i can breath but i feel nothing

once i dreamt about my self being THIS BIG
but everytime i tried , that moment just pass me through
oh dear GOD please help me filled this blank spot
GOD,please dont pass me through
i need you.